[ignore the typos, i’m typing out of rage right now]
OMG DAYS LIKE THIS ARE SO FRUSTRATINGGGGG, HOLY CRAP IT’S LIKE I’M WASTING MY LIFE AWAY AND THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. IT’S LIKE WINTER BREAK ALL OVER AGAIN WHERE I’M TRAPPED IN MY HOUSE WITH A SHITLOAD OF HOMEWORK TO DO AND NO MOTIVATION AND OMG I JUST WANT TO LIKE GET OUT AND FREAKING DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE AND NOT JUST SIT HERE LIKE A USELESS LOSER AND BE UNPRODUCTIVE AND AVOID EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE TO DO. I’M SO BOREDDDD WITH MY LIFE, I WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN.
i wanna scream and be obnoxiously loud and be at school and do shit and be with people and SPIN a flagriflesabre, or omg, maybe even an airblade, idk, i’ve never tried that. lemme do something different for a change instead of doing what i’ve done all my life and do homework.
it’s days like this that make me dislike being a full ib kid.
like wtf if the point of me studying history? it’s been my least favorite subject since the beginning of time. it’s not useful like math. omg, i loooove math. math is great. i think i’ll just take like 238952983 math classes next year instead of a history class.
damn, i still have an essay to write.
and look up useless crap about presidents.
mostly dead presidents. no offense.
I wanna do something outside of school. be active in something. volunteer. do something for the greater good. make some money. do some kind of creative hobby. sell shit. (not in an illegal way.) GO SHOPPING. eat food. be asian. spend money on useless crap. RUN A BLOG (tumblr isnt a blog. get it right, brofaces.).
i dont want the fullest extent of my daily inspiration or amusement to come from the pixels of the laptop in front of me. i don’t wanna live in my imagination anymore because there’s no time for me to live outside of it.
ohhhhhh, our random moments. ^^; like this monday, when i crawled under her legs numerous times. xD HAHAAAA. orrrrrrrr when we’d hit our rifle butts against each other. that’s always fun. ooh, and when we went up for awards at etiwandaaaa~! <3
and any time someone says “oh my God,” a conversation will instantly start up involving some chick named Becky and Butt.
freshman yearr, 3rd period honors world~. that was the beast class. i remember i used to think you were filipino. o.O and you were next to me in tryouts blockkkkk~!
(OOH remember when we were in Korea’s advanced flagline together??? lol NOTTTT.)
and one story/memory to be madeeee: shoppangggg. at the mall. like, soon. :D
[oh duhhhh, and today, singing to each other like no other in the cafeteria while the rest of the guardies were playing hot potato and throwing around balls. ^~^]
i cannot get distracted while doing homework or while studying. i just can’t. because i already feel like i’m going to fail the AP US exam. i’ve been so behind since about october. but thank goodness the APUS is after AP Calc exam [i’m taking BC, btw. o:].
soooooooooo minimal distractions.
no texting. no tiny tower on my ipod. no mallgirl on my ipad. no cam-whoring. no hair-fixing. no split ends-cutting. noooooo crappy distractions. NO MOARRRRRRRRR.
do you ever want to slap yourself in the face because you know you should be doing something productive but instead you choose to sit in front of a laptop for hours on end doing shit that has no beneficial impact on your life and this just happens day after day after day and still you refuse to accept the fact that you have a problem
this shit’s called tumblr. and i do accept that i have the problem. but i will do nothing to stop it.